Journal #2- The Path to the Darkness.

Sandra slowly walked deeper into the ocean as it rose up to her waist.

As the water reached for her waist, she felt the water surrounding her; as she saw the bright moon reflecting the cold empty ocean. The intensity of the wave brings her closer and closer to the moon. She realizes that she is losing control of her fragile body as the waves bring her closer to the abyss. The wave dragged her frail feet up towards the surface. She sees the moon in the water and the brightness of the moon reflects upon that light when she was in the ER room shining against her drugged body. The light shined into her deep blue eyes, resembling that ocean in the sky. She could remember all the pain she felt in that room, but it compared to nothing she felt now. The needles in her body, the food forced down her throat, then forced out the same way. The tears that poured down her face. All the pain was coming back to her. Was it really worth it? Before she could turn back, she felt the ice cold water coming upon her, she couldn’t see right anymore. She tried to scream, but no sound seemed to come out. She felt like she saw angels coming to take her, and demons leaving her body. She tried to swim up to the surface. Her light body was losing the control, and the monstrous waves took over. When she finally felt some relief, getting up to the top, she heard a big growl, there was a big bang to her head and it all blacked out. She just disappeared in the deep, black ocean, to never be seen again. 

Journal #1 - All the Times That We Had Those Will Be the Best Memories.

Laylani and Lisa walked down Amsterdam Avenue, trying to find someplace to eat. “I’m so hungry!” cried Laylani, as her stomach growled. The sky was low, clouds gray, and the cold wind made Lisa’s cheeks light up with color. “Same here, there’s so much to eat but I’m not sure what to get!” Lisa said, as she glanced around. This placed seemed so familiar to her, but she just couldn’t put her finger on it. The cars driving past, the school kids leaving school, and the Chinese food store across the street. It all seemed like it had once been a part of her life. Laylani ran in front of her. “Lisa! Think of a place! I’m starving already.” Her caramel eyes glanced at Lisa, as Lisa stopped in her footsteps. They were approaching McDonalds, and all she could see was an ocean of tears flooding into her crystal blue eyes. “What’s wrong Lisa, Are you not hungry any…” and that’s when Laylani thought back to the time. As the rain began to pour, the memories began to pour all over her brain. “Linda, come back! Just finish your food,” cried Lisa. “Girl, I don’t care! I’m so sick of this life, and I hate it! You’re just making more problems in it” Linda said running away. Linda ran into the street, where all the roads seemed to cross.” “Linda! Stop!! The cars are coming!! Stop!” “What, I can’t …” and that’s the last thing she heard Linda say, that brought her back into reality. Lisa fell to her knees, and the ocean of tears in her eyes blew out as if a bunch of waves hit them. “I can’t be here. It’s all wrong. I just. No. It was all my fault.” Lisa said, sobbing between sentences. Laylani ran to her, trying to comfort here as best as she can.  She wrapped her arms around Lisa, giving her the warmest hug she can. “It’s okay girl, our third part will always be in our hearts. She loves us, and it’ll be okay. ” Laylani whispered, knowing that it will never really be okay.